Fave of all

Probably my favorite movie for this 2011 year.
I thought I will never get to have another glimpse of him at movie dates anymore.
Finally, I told myself I'm completely and undeniable falling for him.

 
 VERY VERY GORGEOUS THOR!!

 Thor: Yes. If you take me there now, I'll tell you everything you wish to know.
Jane Foster: Everything?
Thor: Yes. All the answers you seek will be yours, once I reclaim Mjöllnir.
Darcy Lewis: Meowmeow? What's Meowmeo?

 

Thor: So earth is lost to us?
Heimdall: No. There is always hope.
Thor: Can you see her?
Heimdall: Yes.
[we see as Jane, Erik and Darcy as they get ready to out on one of their field research]
Thor: How is she?
Heimdall: She searches for you.

But days paced swiftly.
It was a feeling of did-I-do-something-wrong kinda thing.
No words, texts nor movie date came through.
It was an easy form of breaking me to pieces.
I kept asking myself if I did something impulsive that drive him away.
At this point, I thought it was some mutual thing we have.
But I guess I just assumed a lot.


Months went by, he started avoiding me.
I told myself to give it a last shot at the Breaking dawn movie.
If he said no, I lost him.
And I will start letting him go.
Eventually forget him.


He said no.
It was a wake up call.
It was a hard ring of bell in my ears.
It was excruciating.
It was difficult.
But it was insignificant.
Inappropriate for me to feel. 
And yet at the end of the day I realize I was hurt over something unconventional.
It was reading-between-the-line thing for me.
He don't like me, never going to like me.