piece of cake

I don't really know how much longer.
But two things for sure : One is that I am enjoying every moment of it
And that second everyday I get to check myself if I can still manage standing up even after this huge fall.

15 WEIRD THINGS
1. I still have butterflies in my stomach whenever I get his message that he's on his way.
2. I still get sweaty hands whenever he touches me or stares at me.
3. I wanted to melt on my place whenever he stares at me.
4. I wanted to hold him tight whenever I get to see him again.
5. I catch my breath in kissing him.
5. My heart skip a beat.
6. I think of him a lot. I mean a loooooooooot.
7. A day without him often feels different.
8. We have same foot size.
9. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile. Even just on messages.
10. He imitates me. [:(]
11. He just makes me fall for him every turning back times.
12. I sort of learned WAITING and UNDERSTANDING. (damn...)
13. Friday the 13th makes me lucky.
14. I am seriously waiting for the ending.
15. This is SO not me.

Sometimes I wanted to bump my head, for being one hell of a stupid.
Love is like drugs. You get addicted. You get dragged over and over unto it.
It will never leave you sleeping, never hold you back. You cling so much to it, when in fact it don't do the same thing.
It will leave you stagnant for quite some time. Keeping you high and happy.
And most of all, it will not let you hold yourself at things and thoughts you do.